I am feeling so good right now. I've had a crappy week but I just had a great session with Elaine (my therapist). We figured out some things that have been making me crazy including the fact that i have SUCH incredible hate and anger for Amanda (the roommate).
All I know is that I feel good and we are probably going to try EMDR Therapy (also). It sounds perfect. It doesn't erase your memories like in Eternal Sunshine, but it makes the feelings you associate with feelings go bye-bye!!!
So, basically I have a problem when people betray me and are hypocritical. It throws me over the edge, makes me so mad. Never as bad as this but....