Theres so much change going on in my life right now that it's just so hard to keep up with it all and know what to do. Theres so much I want to do, so much I need to do. I feel like this semester is going to be a good one, but at the same time I need to keep on top of my shit because living at home is really tough on my mental health.
Anyway, Lent starts tomorrow. I want to give up swearing again, and this time for good. I also plan on giving up meat, eat only fish. Which will certainly be hard in this household. I'd like to give up my laziness. Since I feel more confident about this semester I should go to the gym more. I still have my car from when i lived in Hamden so I want to go there. We shall see.
The more I think about AmeriCorps the more excited I get about it. My family isn't excited about it but I feel like its something I need to do.
I've been talking to Josh again. Josh is the kid I was talking with and flirting with a year ago who stopped talking to me when I told him I liked him. Yea. Well, he called me out of the blue one day and we talked for a while. We hung out last Sunday and had a great time. Unfortunately, he's a strange boy and apparently doesn't feel he should talk to me much at all. We don't need to talk like we're married... reply to my texts once in a while... thats all I ask.. hahaa... aaanyway. I'm totally crushin on him and Todd, Amy and EB all know about it... grrreat!! :-\
Anyway, I'm going to Pauly's for Super bowl and it will be SUPER! I hope... All of a sudden I don't feel like going out. uuuuhhh!!! Damn me!!