Saturday, January 31, 2009

ugh...

What is it about mothers??

I'm okay with being alone and not having a man or whatever, until my mom makes a huge fuss over it.  Do I want a bf? Sure, I'm not against it.  Do I need one to be happy? No!  I'm content, I'm happy, I'm fine.

Until my mom makes comments insinuating that I'm not getting any younger.  

I was just looking at pictures of Corrie and her babies and they're so cute.  I've always wanted to have kids.  Sometimes I still do, sometimes I don't.  

Most of my friends are either married or in serious relationships.  Its weird being the only one not in one.  Not that I feel I should be... I'm busy and its winter so I don't actually want to do anything ever.  I don't really think I have the right to feel lonely if I'm not going out there and doing something about it.  Don't you agree?

That's not to say I don't get lonely.  When all your friends have a +1 and you have a nothing, its a little sad. 
Not I'm going to cry sad, more like 

wow... that's depressing.

I'm rolling with the punches, or trying to,  and I wish people wouldn't point out that I'm 28 and single.  

I know my age, and I know my marital status.

I'm a spinster!

2 comments:

  1. It's ok Ani, my marriage certificate said I was a spinster...and you know those things NEVER lie. So if I could do it, so can you!! :P

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  2. hahaa... yea yea... but do I want that thing? Wanna tell my mom i okay to be a spinster?

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