While I think it may be possible for me to have some alcoholic tenancies, I am not an alcoholic. Why do I think I know this? I don't drink often. When I do, I am 95% of the time in control and have less than enough to even feel much of a "buzz" but there is 5% of the time when I have actually had too much. Not so much that I blackout and do awful things, but still, more than I am comfortable drinking.
So if this true, why did I decide to give up drinking for 365 days? I'm not sure. I've been thinking about it or a few weeks. Some people have asked me why. Why?
Well, I've decided that I will be scratching number 19. I'm not giving up alcohol. I will, however, be more conscious of my drinking throughout the year. I wont be drinking when I'm training and I think its okay to have a beer or two when I'm out with friends. So number 19 is... edited. Not zero alcohol, just less.