crappidy doo dah

Thats how I would describe my weekend.  Every year I forget how much I hate the holidays... until they're here.  I won't blame my family, although I would be happier without them.  We barely talked at dinner and my brother treated me like shit the rest of the weekend.

What made the weekend worse was the fact that I watched a bunch of sappy movies that made me feel lonely.  sometimes I wonder if that movie kind of love is real.  A lot of the time I doubt it.  However, I do see it around me.

I found a picture today that my friend Joe "drew" of me.  It made me smile :-)