Topsey Turvey...

Well, What a day...

I thought I had my weekend planned and It was going to be about taking care of myself... 12 step meeting, run, clean and organize my room, dinner with friends, see my friend play tonight possible tea with S... yea... its all gone to shit...

I got a call at about 12-1230 yesterday at work and my world turned upside down. Spent a few hours on and off crying (while hiding in my cube and running to the bathroom) and then home to pack a bag and to the hospital.

I'm not ready to share, for the world to read, exactly what is going on... we get the test results at about 10 am today... I'll share then, if we're ready to share...

This is going to be a rough battle, one that we all will not be ready for. I'm worried and scared but I hve to have faith. If you're the praying kind, please pray for strength for me and my family.. <3