I dont know what to do...
i'm really worried about my father.
I've talked to my counselor about this before, but my father is depressed and i wont get into it, but i understand why and about what and stuff... but I saw him in the basement tonight and it broke my heart...
he drinks himself to well.. drunkenness -- i thought he was about to pass out in front of the computer... I told him maybe he should go to bed, he looked tired and he nearly bit my head off... hes so proud yet stubborn. Hes miserable.
It kills me...
It makes me want to leave for americorps sooner, which makes me feel guilty...
I hate to see him so unhappy.
I cant imagine being so unhappy... hes my dad... I Love him and hes miserable.
*sigh*
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