Sometimes it's hard to talk about my depression to people. Some friends just say snap out of it. They don't understand that it's not that easy. Its really frustrating because if you know me at all, you know I'm one of the happiest more positive people out there... and then I get depressed and I'm miserable. Its night and day.
Do you think I want to be depressed? Do you think I like it?
No of course not. What what am I to do? hmm..? How can I ask for help when no one understands and those that do are too busy.
It's tough and frustrating. And I can't even hide that I'm unhappy since I'm always happy... see what I mean?