I am so hard on myself. I know I'm not the only one that does that.
Michele: "Remember, you're going couch to 13.1"
I do have to remember that. Why am I being so hard on myself? Why do I always expect so much from myself, expect the best and nothing less? I guess because that's what has been expected of me growing up.
I feel like I have to start back at square one a bit because I'm realizing that I can't even finish one mile without stopping. I HATE to admit that. HATE. Which is why I should tell you all. Because telling you kills me a little on the inside ;-) lol. I'm such a weirdo! Hahaa!
I'm glad I have people around me to remind me that I am doing well and I have accomplished a lot so far. Especially as a person with flat feet and bad knees, to be running at all is an achievement.
Actually, right now I'm equally worried about making the donation goal. If I don't raise at least $1,800 in donations, I can't run at all and all this training will be for nothing. I think I have about $500 right now, just $1,300 left right? Oh goodness. I shouldn't even say that out loud. What if I can't raise it? I'll be so sad :-(
http://pages.teamintraining.org/ct/fair10/agulbenk
$1,800 in donations!?!?!? That's a butt load of dinero!
ReplyDeleteI know, But its all for charity! Cancer man! You should repost the link on your FB and twitter ;-) I need help!!!
ReplyDeleteEven if you don't raise enough money, don't say that the training was for NOTHING. You're getting a lot out of it, and the money you do raise still goes to the charity, right?
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No I know tata... I know it wasnt fr nothing, I'm being overly dramatic... I just want so much to make the goal...
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